i really did not like one of my coworkers but once i reminded myself that some people are just like that, and can't be helped, i have been able to compartmentalize my dislike and just carry on silly conversations in order to pass the time. no use in creating frcition, even if warranted, if all it stands to do is make my time there more inconvenient. he's leaving in a couple weeks. i can make it through

finally took some bumps of the k i'd been babying for months last night. felt nice. felt heavy. felt cold.