i really did not like one of my coworkers but once i reminded myself that some people are just like that, and can't be helped, i have been able to compartmentalize my dislike and just carry on silly conversations in order to pass the time. no use in creating frcition, even if warranted, if all it stands to do is make my time there more inconvenient. he's leaving in a couple weeks. i can make it through

finally took some bumps of the k i'd been babying for months last night. felt nice. felt heavy. felt cold.

i want to spend money right now but i can't commit to anything. shirts, pants, camera filters... nothing seems worth it. whats the point even?

i'm thinking is has to do with the fact that i messed up the haircut i was going for this morning and as a result just buzzed everything. like, i get it now... but also i don't. im gonna try again in a couple weeks. try to get the haircut i wanted. maybe i'll take some vitamins. some, what is it, keratin? biotin. biotin cause i think that stimulates hair growth. i have some somehwere anyways

i need my cub back its been a month since i dropped it off at the shop, over a month since i was hit. i should've filed a report. i didn't cause whatever i knew it was 'my fault' in the eyes of the law (bullshit) but also the girls driving were leaving the bad bunny concert so i'm sure they were intoxicated enough to get the fault off of me. but then you get into potentially making their lives more difficult. i at least live within biking distance to anywhere i need to go

i forget my sister's wedding is this month. it's one of the only two things imma do. the other a dumb concert that i'm sure will be fun

have to finish some zines. i dont have enough pictures of one theme i don't know how im gonna complete it. the market is this upcoming saturday. i won't be there the whole time.